what can I say to make this better...

walking between cars
avoiding the people

talking 'cross aisles
leaning on poles
going home

to their warm beds
and the bodies that
share them.

a night of revelry
just past

telling tells
laughing at memories
drinking to old, old friends

all the while thinking of her
and the missteps made
that got us here

'The laziest man I ever met put popcorn in his pancakes so they would turn over by themselves'

Today is Shrove Tuesday, Mardi Gras or Pancake Day, depending on your faith and/or geography.

So, this evening, I will be cooking up some pancakes.

In Newfoundland, we have a tradition where we hide things in the pancakes, like pennies, rings, or other trade related items. What you find in your pancake supposedly divines your future. A penny means you will be rich, a thimble and you will be a tailor, a ring and you will marry, etc. It is a fun tradition, especially with kids.

So, pancakes are on the menu. Personally, I prefer savoury to sweet in the evening so I may make some potato/zucchini pancakes, but having some fruit and berries around for the sweeter variety will invariably happen, too.

My question for all of you that I haven't alienated and still read this thing is, what kind of pancake would make you most happy on Shrove Tuesday?

things I didn't and did do with my girl on valentine's day

things I didn't do...

1. make plans to do something special. ( my volleyball team came first I'm afraid, so we didn't make plans per se, but I was off work and she called in to work to tell them she was taking a Snow Day! So we get to spend the whole day together.)
   
2. get her flowers. ( I got her flowers two weeks ago 'cause she was having a rough day. They are still in a vase at her house, somehow magically still appearing fresh and alive.)
   
3. buy her a card. (Buy a card?!? I got out the crayons and glue and made her one! She says she wants to frame it.)
4. take her out to dinner. (see #1 above, but I did make her dinner last night and gave her leftovers to take to work today which she can eat tomorrow [see #1 above again]. I did take her out for brunch today. We bundled up and trundled through the snow only to find that Tasty Restaurant is closed down so we went to Butler's Pantry and it was only ok, but the company was phenomenal!)
   
5. get her chocolates. (ok, I did buy her chocolates. She loves these Hedgehog things from this Vancouver chocolatier called Purdy's. Strangely enough one of the few places you can get them in Ontario is in Oakville, go figure.)
6. get her a present. (yeah, I did this one too. My cat snagged one of L's sweaters the other day and L was sad, because it was one of her favourites for work and stuff so I went out looking for a replacement. That, I couldn't find, but I found a couple that would look cute on her and that she could wear to work so I got them. She says she likes them, but the gift she got me was way better.)

All in all, not your typical valentine's day, but I think it was a success nonetheless. She does look very cute across the room lying on my couch reading her book and drinking chai while she thinks I am writing performance reviews for work. Very cute, indeed. Only 8 more to go, so back at it.

As an aside, everyone should check out the latest issue of Walrus. There is a really funny mock email chain between God and St. Patrick about Patrick's annoyance with how his holy day has become signified by people puking green lager. Also, St. Valentine gets a nod.

It is short so don't bother buying the magazine, just go to you friendly local bookstore or newstand and stand there and pretend to browse until some grumpy employee yells, "Hey buddy, this ain't a library!" Or just go to the library.

a few simple reasons why I like the girl that I like...

• When we barely knew one another she travelled half way across the country just to spend some time with me. Months later, her eyes still light up when talking about it.

• When she was sleepy and I sang her a made up lullaby she told me I was cute although we both knew it wasn't very good.
  

• She doesn't complain about the temperature of my house. She just just smiles and reminds me how much more fun it is to snuggle in the cold.

• She spent her lunch hour shopping for a down filled pillow to bring to my house. It is here in the bed next to me, all cozy and inviting, modeling her pyjamas, when she isn't.

• Lying on my couch, cuddling my cat, she pretends to have conversations. They seem to be discussing me, but neither one ever tells what was said.

• She has a bunch of pet names for me, each with a look and meaning, which she seems to use at exactly the perfect time, everytime.

• Standing at a concert, leaning forward on her tip toes to see, she brushed her hand across my leg to make sure I was still there.

• Her dresser has a whole drawer just for hats and mitts.
  

A long time coming...

I can't believe it took me this long to do this. February 2nd, ritual vermin worshiping and my brother's b-day, and I have yet to post by music selections of the past year. Shame on me.

All had a North American release in Aught-six, so here they are.

Top 10 Albums of 2006 (alphabetically):

Bonnie 'Prince' Billy - The Letting Go
Cat Power - The Greatest
The Format - Dog Problems
Girl Talk - Night Ripper
Grand National - Kicking The National Habit
Hot Chip - The Warning
Placebo - Meds
Small Sins - Small Sins
Sufjan Stevens - Songs For Christmas
Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Show Your Bones

Honourable Mentions:

Aberdeen City - The Freezing Atlantic
Band of Horses - Everything All The Time
Peter, Bjorn and John - Writer's Block
Sia - Colour The Small One
Shiny Toy Guns - We Are Pilots

Most Over-hyped Albums of 2006:

Arctic Monkeys - Whatever People Say I Am, That's What I'm Not
The Raconteurs - Broken Boy Soldiers
TV On The Radio - Return To Cookie Mountain